You thought you were over it. You thought you were far enough from yesterday. But it takes just one second to blow reality right back in your face, just by accidentally looking at it, or heard it, for one time, one second—boom, yesterday is now again.
You know what makes me addicted to watch Gossip Girl? Is that it gets me. Every word every line every moment, there's always time when I say, "This is the exact thing that happened to me." Then I don't feel that alone anymore, like, well, somebody having the same hard time like me. I don't know when is it going to be ended—I hope not forever, but tonight—right now, I really need to sleep and how I wish I could just skip all the thoughts. This is the worst pain ever.
P.S I (honestly) don't feel really okay writing down things like this. However, this is one of my way to feel better. So.